My health...

Last few weeks were good to me
My appetite grown, I started to eat more
Heartburn occurs occasionally but it's tolerable
And then, last few days,
while my appetite doesn't drop, the stomach pain comes back...

Whether I eat or I don't eat, it's the same...
The worst was yesterday
It pained immensely for three times, and among the three times, mild pain...
I took gaviscon for the first pain, it subsided..
I was worn out after the suffer so once it subsided, I went to sleep
While I'm sleeping, here comes the second pain
It totally woke me up and I can't move around..
It felt as if it would get more pain if I move
I drifted off to sleep again as the pain subsided itself

When the third pain came, it woke me up again
I decided that I wanna have my dinner as I get frustrated to the seemingly non-stopping recurring pain
Having my stomach full didn't cure the pain...
After meal, it pained again...
It's like the food disturbed the muscle and it started to pain again....
I was so tired from the suffers...

Last night, I made sure that I'm safe to sleep and I quickly did
This morning, I wake up feeling like my stomach was just after worked up...
The muscles are so tensed up and every little move I made seem to probably trigger the pain again
I move carefully and as the time passes, it relaxed a little

What is happening inside my body?...

Mid Semester

It's the time of the semester again, when mid term examsss attack
The exams go like consecutively for 5 weeks and then we are at the end of semester
Nice try -.-

Some says assignments...
Well, for my course, assignments have become a daily life homework
We have at least 2 of each week and the deadline is on the next week, since the first week of class
So, I am kind of numb already..

Actually, I do hope that there tests like these
Every few weeks a small quiz or test, it helps me to memorize my notes little by little
I am having trouble with my notes now....
I don't know how to make a revision note that I will actually interested in reading it...
My friends' notes all seem readable except mine...
Is this the 'grass is greener on the other side' effect??

I tried a lot...
Mind map, tabulation, linear forms..
Colorful, monotone, black and white...
Everything methods seem a little off
It's like lacking in something and I get bored fast from reading it

Maybe I am really the practical type..
I mean I can remember almost everything I do for my assignments, tutorials, and hands-on practical..
But mainstream lecture doesn't have much of them...

Suddenly thought of going to counselling unit learn to how study
Hahahaha
A bit late though, it's already the packed season of the semester
Do whatever I can now and work hard!
No more borderline... At least not by mark adjusted...
My pride, my principles...

Fight on!

Updatessss

Ok, I know I have a few of loyal fans here, waiting for updates forever
Hahahahahaha
I wanna say sorry for not updating
Though I always make comeback like this

I can't say that I don't have time to update
I would prefer to say that I don't have the inspiration for a topic
Not for today too
Hahahaha
I just realized that I wasn't updating and am making my fans wait

So, my current life
You can say that I have found a balance in my life or more precisely, relationships
I have a stable love life so it's not about that relationship
Is about my friendships

I took a few steps back and saw what my heart directs me to
And the results?
It is satisfying and I finally feel relaxed

It would seems that I'm always alone in doing many things
But I wasn't anymore
I don't force myself to fit in anymore
Fit in is tiring
It makes me caught in between my principles and my friends

I am supported by Them :)
(and of course Him too)

I always think that romantic relationship and friendship are the same
You need contribution from both parties
It won't work out if you are the only who making all the efforts
And it won't work out too if you don't stay loyal, and true (honest)
Talk about loyal, I agree that loyalty is a choice
You need love for both types of relationships
And love, is the one that makes you to choose to be loyal
Love is also the one that makes you feel worth it for every efforts you make

I Love You, My Gang (currently named as Lee Hom for some lame pride, hahahaha)

p.s.
I read an article from WeChat about fitting in and it lets me have my resolution.
(I wasn't thinking the same to WeChat being low quality messy social community anymore)
The link (the article is in Chinese): 圈子不同，何必強融